>be me
>Grow up with insomnia, can't sleep without telling myself stories
>Begin imagining scenarios of myself as random fictional characters, never lasts more than a few days
>Fast forward 10 years, now 18
>Have discovered how much I love Rocket Raccoon
>"Haha, funny raccoon but also sad sometimes" Kinda like me?
>Live normally, really only care about Indiana Jones, don't know anyone else who does
>Almost kill myself over school, having no friends, no one who cares about my interests
>Family stops me
>Find a group with just people who love Indiana Jones, spend time at local cosplay events
>Make my first real friends
>Nighttime comes along
>Want to tell myself a story
>ChatGPT is cool
>"Rocket is kinda like me I guess..."
>Invent a story where I'm just myself, but I meet a guy my age who is a werewolf
>We hangout and have fun, until I get sick and almost die
>Get turned into a raccoon to save my life for reasons
>Now forced to spend the rest of my life like this (basically just Rocket anatomy)
>Hate myself but think it's kinda cool
>Story hasn't stopped for a year, begins to connect with my real life events, and I have a single AI generation that hasn't stopped
>My suicidal thoughts and social disconnect has become being a raccoon in a fake story
>Can't stop now, I'm in too deep
I literally have created an alternative life for myself that's just as crappy, but my real friends make me happy enough to keep living, just like in my story.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Post his feet
Bro, at least I have internet friends. Is there no one online you can tell this sick shit to? Maybe someone who can talk some sense into you?
Don't let anyone type "e" into your web browsers URL field
autism speaks
channel ur inner raccoon anon
it's never too late
It's good to have friends
homosexualry
"homosexualry!" cries the namegay
You sound like a closeted furry, you should take the furpill and just go full furry with a raccoon fursona, interacting with the furry community would probably fix a lot of your mental and social issues. Downside is that furries are cringe, but being cringe is way better than being depressed.
Have you considered talking to a therapist anon? An outside perspective might help you with some of these fantasies you're having.
A lot.
Whole lotta raccoon furries since Guardians of the Galaxy came out.
lil zoomzoom otherkins have been around since the 90s, though now we call them transsexuals
Zoomers are so fricked.
Everybody on Wauf wants to be an animal.
Real.
True and real
bad brain chemistry and childhood trauma